Happy Mothers Day

M.O.T.H.E.R...A must for us to be born..

To go through a big pain, you will achieve the best gift you ever had..

From 1st till 4th, i become a more mature and experience mother..

To be a perfect mother, that's what i wanted to be BUT it's easy to say than done and i always learn from my mistakes cause i started to be a mother in a young age, 20..

I've struggle with all my effort to bring up my 4 teletubbies..

I went through all the high and low of my life as a mother and there was a time i felt that i was a failure to be a mum..

How i wish my child were born without any illness but my 2nd, 3rd and 4th were born with hole in the heart.. That is what i am afraid of every time i get pregnent, after my 2nd child.. When my 2nd child hole in the heart closed by itself, i was so happy and thank god u lighten my worries.. When i heard my 4th child's heart has a good chance to close by itself, i was very glad But to hear my 3rd child must go through the operation in future make me feels very very sad.. No words can express how i feels inside but i always tell to myself, there's others who been through worst faith than me..

TO ALL MY LOVELY CHILDREN IKHA, SHASHA, ZULFIQ AND ZULFAQAR, ALWAYS REMEMBER IBU(MUM) IN YOUR HEART EVEN THOUGH DEATH DO US A PART.. TO MY VERY OWN MUM, SANIAH, THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT YOU GAVE TO ME, WITHOUT YOU WHAT WILL I BE.. AND TO ALL MOTHERS IN THE WORLD, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY......... SINCERELY; RUBIYATI